Fractious

“Fractious” is a well-worn adjective around the clinic, especially when referring to cats. Most cats come in calm, cool, collected, but become fractious as they get poked, prodded, and inspected. To be expected, I suppose. I wouldn’t like it either, especially if I didn’t understand the purpose of it all. I was asked to get Tommy out of the kennel; we were going to clean his teeth. Tommy showed them to me as I opened the kennel door; his fangs stopped me in my tracks. When I reached in again, he hissed, spat at me. Spat, as if he could obliterate my presence with his saliva. He had been tolerant that morning, but his patience had worn thin. Now, he’d just as soon sink his claws into me as to look at me. And he tried sinking his claws, but into other people. The specialists trained to handle such fractiousness.

Jake’s visit

It was worse going in the second time. I thought I had escaped Jake’s visit with only a 2-inch gash around my wrist; it was my war wound, proof that I could help hold onto a 90 lb., angry, thrashing Pit Bull. “I’m going to need more blood from Jake,” the doctor said, and I could scarcely believe my ears. He had struggled with the dog too. Was relieved when we got blood the first time. Walking back in, I felt like some grand dare devil about to stick my head in a lion’s mouth. Jake greeted us with Don’t-Fuck-With-Me barks and growls. “Do you want to muzzle him or do you want me to?” the doctor asked, distracted with his note taking. I wanted to forget the muzzle and flee the premises. But I didn’t. Instead I took the muzzle from the doctor and slinked toward Jake.